you taught me the words
I already knew
the public sensations 
I had already felt
minimised by your prideful heart
I was the tiny flea with a golden spark
that hides and creeps within your space
your careless, guideless, invisible grace
I studied your nonchalance in photographs
like a betting man prowling the stables
for his horse of choice
to win, to fail 
I’ll break it all down for you
through a personalised reading
of your own work and lifestyle
to the stock
through bars
to the vault 
only you can dislodge